my tastes are as good as yours.

Thursday, May 22, 2008
5:40 AM

it kills the heart and it shall attack the brain.there is no blood but there is so much pain.questions for the human sanity without scars on wrists or facial vanity,i serious am amused.maybe even confused.it got my thinking bruised.but holding on to memories was never an excuse.i miss us.i loved us.and still do.you got your funny back.after weeks of pox attacks.maybe you're missing the rack,but still the gorgeous never did lack.funny how you want to hold on to me.i tought im done and through by you.so awak!princess you were on someone's birthday,and princess forever you will be,like the games we play.

tasty

Saturday, April 12, 2008
7:37 PM

Then tiny vessels oozed into your neck and formed the bruises that you said you didn't want to fade.But they did and so did I that day.All I see are dark gray clouds in the distance moving closer with every hour So when i ask, Is something wrong? You're damn right there is, but we can't talk about it now.
And i love your new word bastardism.The dramatics were apparently an escalator to popular.When things seemed obvious,dont remain oblivious.Don't be afraid,because im here.Always.

tasty

Saturday, April 05, 2008
11:10 PM

nur amalia.bigger.happier.stronger.the million dollar woman.SQ's waiting.make the birds proud.jude is stupid for saying stuffs to gwen he dont mean.die laaaaaaaa.

tasty

Sunday, March 30, 2008
12:10 AM

we laugh when we fight.and i still dont get it,why are you afraid.you're not doing enough,but hey!the chocolates are great.

if you're listening,sing it back.string from your tether unwinds.up and outward to bind. i was spinning free with a little sweet and simple numbing me.

dig.bury me underneath.everything that i am rearranging.dig and bury me underneath,everything that i was slowly changing.

and you were there.and i was every question that never had an answer.i see right through you.and never even noticed that,there always was a reason that we were never meant to be left alone.
this feels like neverending.

tasty

Friday, March 21, 2008
9:25 AM

i love the post office building at geylang.the view from the top was high.i love labrador park.the benches in the area was high.i love science centre.the darkness at the back was high.i love gotham's toilet.the security guard must be high.i love RP.the soft grass made me high.i love botanic gardens.the cold ground was already high.i love her room.its her that makes me high.

tasty

Saturday, March 15, 2008
11:25 AM

i can wait.

i will gaze.

to keep you warm.

or to set you ablaze.

i got no more secrets.the shade you hide.it shall collide.if you know the answer.i'll swallow your pride.im waiting.a sentence,3 words.i shall gaze.undeterred.so if im special,why am i not preferred.

tasty

Thursday, March 06, 2008
9:54 AM

i woke with a peculiar yet happy dream.i'll converse it differently,not much,but slightly,to make it more silver screen.

but too no avail, to no avail. snort it out on the skin of the screen.with this self made bomb strapped on my chest,i think ive made a mistake,this shouldnt be me,i dont think i'll go to heaven for this.her eyes were the loveliest ive seen.there is still time.time to show that i could actually learn from my mistakes,and at least regret them sooner than required.they are gonna be angry,that ive turned against them.a traitor among traitors,the way i see it.she made me reconsider,and so i shall drop this lunacy,and save my life,with the hundreds of innocent lives im supposed to eradicate.now i realised the true meaning of life.its not about vengeance,reprisal or retaliation.its about understanding.a pull of the trigger,the tiny piece of metal flew,and it burst through my system.i was too late.intelligence showed why the are acumen and on the ball.it was too late.im ashamed of my intended actions,and she will regret not changing me.i loved her,and i let my ideas and ego get the better of me.she falls to her knees,crying still,and maybe,for many sleepless nights.i shall watch over her,and lement.the men in blue gather around me,protecting the lives of others.my eyes are dwindling into the abyss of the unforseen darkness.i am dying,and together with the fear of innocent people.and with one last breath,i spoke,as forgiving as i could,into her ears,i love you,and i am sorry.

no to terrorism.yes to sleepless nites watching online movies.

tasty